Tuesday, March 24, 2009
what if ?
today was a tiring but happy day. even though i didn't go to school
and didn't join my friends today...
it was so hot as in sizzling hot. I don't feel comfortable..
In the middle of the day I texted everyone in my group list...
okay, my crush replied.. (the one on the pic)
my crush is actually my bestfriend.. I call him "asawa co" and calls me back
the same thing, :)
so we started texting and stuffs.. asking different things about
each other and so on.. Until it comes to the point that I opened
the 'lovelife' topic. Since I know that he knows that he's my crush..
I can't help it but tell it again to him and asking him...
He has a girlfriend at the moment but not really that serious..
so I told him how I feel with my crush... and he said how he feels about me..
he asked me why I didn't tell it to him earlier.. because something would have
happened if I did. :)
my heart pounded really hard. I don't know what to do .. I felt happy and worried and excited and sad.
in short mixed emotions..
I felt sad knowing that I had a chance but didn't grab it earlier that's why someone took
him away from me and he'll be flying to America, he asked me if I can wait for him to come back ?
i told him yes. and asked again.. even if it would take years... and i still answered yes.
he told me that if could not wait any longer I should find another person while waiting for him.
so that my love won't go to waste. :)
sweet !!! okay I don't know what will happen next. since I'm still
texting with him..
update you tomorrow. :)
cha !
and didn't join my friends today...
it was so hot as in sizzling hot. I don't feel comfortable..
In the middle of the day I texted everyone in my group list...
okay, my crush replied.. (the one on the pic)
my crush is actually my bestfriend.. I call him "asawa co" and calls me back
the same thing, :)
so we started texting and stuffs.. asking different things about
each other and so on.. Until it comes to the point that I opened
the 'lovelife' topic. Since I know that he knows that he's my crush..
I can't help it but tell it again to him and asking him...
He has a girlfriend at the moment but not really that serious..
so I told him how I feel with my crush... and he said how he feels about me..
he asked me why I didn't tell it to him earlier.. because something would have
happened if I did. :)
my heart pounded really hard. I don't know what to do .. I felt happy and worried and excited and sad.
in short mixed emotions..
I felt sad knowing that I had a chance but didn't grab it earlier that's why someone took
him away from me and he'll be flying to America, he asked me if I can wait for him to come back ?
i told him yes. and asked again.. even if it would take years... and i still answered yes.
he told me that if could not wait any longer I should find another person while waiting for him.
so that my love won't go to waste. :)
sweet !!! okay I don't know what will happen next. since I'm still
texting with him..
update you tomorrow. :)
cha !
what we could have been, 8:06 PM.
