Friday, March 27, 2009
friends
I can really feel that it's already summer. The weather is extreme, nothing to do, oversleeping and lazy to move. I hate it when times like this comes. I get tired for doing absolutely nothing. What I hate most
is that I'm not with my friends, which is a great sorrow to me.
This summer, we're planning to have a swimming party (sorth of) this coming week.
We're still looking for a place though. :)
this morning one of my friend and barkada, mavie, gave me a gift. :)
it wasn't any material. Instead she gave me a site.. :) she made it..
it was touching since it includes a message for me.. It made my eyes
teary, and I realized that somehow I touched their lives.. Because I thought
I was a useless person. That I haven't done anything for my friends. But for what
mavie did, she proved me wrong. I really love my friends so much !
I would do anything just to make them happy... I never had these kind of friends
until now. "Azumanga Hachi" is such a blessing for me.
Even though we have different traits and different religions that didn't hinder us
in being one. We always have misunderstandings but never became a BIG DEAL to us.
Most of us have known each other for a long time. some of us were known not that long yet.
But still we made a bond that is unbreakable.
source :
- Rosele Evangelista (for the illustration)
what we could have been, 12:52 PM.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
what if ?
today was a tiring but happy day. even though i didn't go to school
and didn't join my friends today...
it was so hot as in sizzling hot. I don't feel comfortable..
In the middle of the day I texted everyone in my group list...
okay, my crush replied.. (the one on the pic)
my crush is actually my bestfriend.. I call him "asawa co" and calls me back
the same thing, :)
so we started texting and stuffs.. asking different things about
each other and so on.. Until it comes to the point that I opened
the 'lovelife' topic. Since I know that he knows that he's my crush..
I can't help it but tell it again to him and asking him...
He has a girlfriend at the moment but not really that serious..
so I told him how I feel with my crush... and he said how he feels about me..
he asked me why I didn't tell it to him earlier.. because something would have
happened if I did. :)
my heart pounded really hard. I don't know what to do .. I felt happy and worried and excited and sad.
in short mixed emotions..
I felt sad knowing that I had a chance but didn't grab it earlier that's why someone took
him away from me and he'll be flying to America, he asked me if I can wait for him to come back ?
i told him yes. and asked again.. even if it would take years... and i still answered yes.
he told me that if could not wait any longer I should find another person while waiting for him.
so that my love won't go to waste. :)
sweet !!! okay I don't know what will happen next. since I'm still
texting with him..
update you tomorrow. :)
cha !
and didn't join my friends today...
it was so hot as in sizzling hot. I don't feel comfortable..
In the middle of the day I texted everyone in my group list...
okay, my crush replied.. (the one on the pic)
my crush is actually my bestfriend.. I call him "asawa co" and calls me back
the same thing, :)
so we started texting and stuffs.. asking different things about
each other and so on.. Until it comes to the point that I opened
the 'lovelife' topic. Since I know that he knows that he's my crush..
I can't help it but tell it again to him and asking him...
He has a girlfriend at the moment but not really that serious..
so I told him how I feel with my crush... and he said how he feels about me..
he asked me why I didn't tell it to him earlier.. because something would have
happened if I did. :)
my heart pounded really hard. I don't know what to do .. I felt happy and worried and excited and sad.
in short mixed emotions..
I felt sad knowing that I had a chance but didn't grab it earlier that's why someone took
him away from me and he'll be flying to America, he asked me if I can wait for him to come back ?
i told him yes. and asked again.. even if it would take years... and i still answered yes.
he told me that if could not wait any longer I should find another person while waiting for him.
so that my love won't go to waste. :)
sweet !!! okay I don't know what will happen next. since I'm still
texting with him..
update you tomorrow. :)
cha !
what we could have been, 8:06 PM.
Monday, March 23, 2009
bestfriend
today nothing much happened.
we took our post tests on major subjects.
we found it not that hard but somehow confusing making
it harder than it looks like. :)
we,the non-competitors, did our practical exam in P.E which is
the dance Lacucaracha . :)
It was hard since a lot of the steps have been changed.
after a tiring school work we ate at Midcentre Haven .
we did stuffs that we can't do inside the room and school.. LOL
But after we ate most of the azumanga hachi went to tom's world to
hang-out , play , and waste money. :))
since they were gone, me,rosele, and lara talked about certain problems we're having.
During our conversation rosele opened up her deeper feelings.
It was her first time to tell something that so serious..
It was about mavie. She treats mavie as her bestfriend but she doesn't feel
that mavie treats her the same. So she shared this feelings first to april. Unfortunately
april decided to tell it to mavie, because she thinks that it would be better if
mavie will know how rosele feels. Rosele got angry actually not really angry but
she felt bad about april telling her secret. because she opened up to her and trusted her
but she failed. Now that mavie knows how rosele feels , rosele doesn't know how to
approach mavie anymore. She's having a hard time and she feels awkward talking to her.
we felt her pain and self-pity.
we never thought that we will have this kind of problem
in our group. But someday, it'll be finished without us noticing it. :)
that's all !!
cha ! :)
today nothing much happened.
we took our post tests on major subjects.
we found it not that hard but somehow confusing making
it harder than it looks like. :)
we,the non-competitors, did our practical exam in P.E which is
the dance Lacucaracha . :)
It was hard since a lot of the steps have been changed.
after a tiring school work we ate at Midcentre Haven .
we did stuffs that we can't do inside the room and school.. LOL
But after we ate most of the azumanga hachi went to tom's world to
hang-out , play , and waste money. :))
since they were gone, me,rosele, and lara talked about certain problems we're having.
During our conversation rosele opened up her deeper feelings.
It was her first time to tell something that so serious..
It was about mavie. She treats mavie as her bestfriend but she doesn't feel
that mavie treats her the same. So she shared this feelings first to april. Unfortunately
april decided to tell it to mavie, because she thinks that it would be better if
mavie will know how rosele feels. Rosele got angry actually not really angry but
she felt bad about april telling her secret. because she opened up to her and trusted her
but she failed. Now that mavie knows how rosele feels , rosele doesn't know how to
approach mavie anymore. She's having a hard time and she feels awkward talking to her.
we felt her pain and self-pity.
we never thought that we will have this kind of problem
in our group. But someday, it'll be finished without us noticing it. :)
that's all !!
cha ! :)
what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
happy and contented.
I met new friends in friendster.
namely tess, ryyan, peter, and shin.. actually there's a lot more
but they're my closest so far.
they're nice and friendly and rich too !!
which I'm not. :))
okay let's go to the main event..
we're currently at our last days in school.
actually tomorrow is our final day but we can still
go to school if we wish to. :)
I'm happy for my friends who are competitors
since they got into the honorable.. :))
ellaine (7th) april (10th) rosele(13th)
congratulations !! after some problems we had it made a
good and successful outcome. :D
okay, I'm bored again. nothing much to do.. since it's already summer.
might as well focus on my guitar and piano lessons and might take up
summer jobs. LOL. planning to have swimming parties with my friends
and a few meet ups with my online buddies. :D
I'll be making this summer a productive one. =)
cha !
I met new friends in friendster.
namely tess, ryyan, peter, and shin.. actually there's a lot more
but they're my closest so far.
they're nice and friendly and rich too !!
which I'm not. :))
okay let's go to the main event..
we're currently at our last days in school.
actually tomorrow is our final day but we can still
go to school if we wish to. :)
I'm happy for my friends who are competitors
since they got into the honorable.. :))
ellaine (7th) april (10th) rosele(13th)
congratulations !! after some problems we had it made a
good and successful outcome. :D
okay, I'm bored again. nothing much to do.. since it's already summer.
might as well focus on my guitar and piano lessons and might take up
summer jobs. LOL. planning to have swimming parties with my friends
and a few meet ups with my online buddies. :D
I'll be making this summer a productive one. =)
cha !
what we could have been, 8:57 AM.
